oh I have a blog

March 10, 2009

I was searching for springtime poetry but found this instead.  I love it, in some small visceral white girl way. Picture of foggy bridge cheerfully stolen from here

The Bridge Poem 

foggy bridge

I’ve had enough 
I’m sick of seeing and touching 
Both sides of things 
Sick of being the damn bridge for everybody 

Nobody 
Can talk to anybody 
Without me 
Right? 

I explain my mother to my father 
my father to my little sister 
My little sister to my brother 
my brother to the white feminists 
The white feminists to the Black church folks 
the Black church folks to the ex-hippies 
the ex-hippies to the Black separatists 
the Black separatists to the artists 
the artists to my friends’ parents… 

Then 
I’ve got to explain myself 
To everybody 

I do more translating 
Than the Gawdamn U.N. 

Forget it 
I’m sick of it. 

I’m sick of filling in your gaps 

Sick of being your insurance against 
the isolation of your self-imposed limitations 

Sick of being the crazy at your holiday dinners 

Sick of being the odd one at your Sunday Brunches 

Sick of being the sole Black friend to 34 individual white people 

Find another connection to the rest of the world 
Find something else to make you legitimate 
Find some other way to be political and hip 

I will not be the bridge to your womanhood 
Your manhood 
Your humanness 

I’m sick of reminding you not to 
Close off too tight for too long 

I’m sick of mediating with your worst self 
On behalf of your better selves 

I am sick 
Of having to remind you 
To breathe 
Before you suffocate 
Your own fool self 

Forget it 
Stretch or drown 
Evolve or die 

The bridge I must be 
Is the bridge to my own power 
I must translate 
My own fears 
Mediate 
My own weaknesses 

I must be the bridge to nowhere 
But my true self 
And then 
I will be useful

10 Responses to “oh I have a blog”

  1. thebewilderness Says:

    You do! You do have a blog!
    Lovely picture, excellent poem. Thanks.

  2. pisaquaririse Says:

    omgaah LOVE that poem.
    I have a blog too, oh yeah.

  3. witchywoo Says:

    Wow.

    That’s fabulous.

  4. bonobobabe Says:

    Like the Phoenix rising from the ashes, mAndrea puts up another blog post.

  5. stormy Says:

    Yes, you do have a blog. Now have at it! 😛

  6. polly styrene Says:

    yup amazing.

  7. Mary Sunshine Says:

    The return of Feminazi!

    Now the days are filled with sunlight, and eclipse the night.

  8. Maggie Says:

    Hello, mAndrea. 🙂

    Thank you for this poem, and the picture.

    I can truly relate to that verse:

    The bridge I must be
    Is the bridge to my own power
    I must translate
    My own fears
    Mediate
    My own weaknesses

    Great choice of prose.

  9. D. K. Rushin Says:

    Thanks so much for the shout-out.
    Beautiful photo.
    Peace & Poetry
    DKR

  10. m Andrea Says:

    Oh gosh where is my head? I forgot to thank YOU, D.K. Rushin! That is an extraordinarily powerful poem.


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