oh I have a blog
I was searching for springtime poetry but found this instead. I love it, in some small visceral white girl way. Picture of foggy bridge cheerfully stolen from here.
The Bridge Poem

I’ve had enough
I’m sick of seeing and touching
Both sides of things
Sick of being the damn bridge for everybody
Nobody
Can talk to anybody
Without me
Right?
I explain my mother to my father
my father to my little sister
My little sister to my brother
my brother to the white feminists
The white feminists to the Black church folks
the Black church folks to the ex-hippies
the ex-hippies to the Black separatists
the Black separatists to the artists
the artists to my friends’ parents…
Then
I’ve got to explain myself
To everybody
I do more translating
Than the Gawdamn U.N.
Forget it
I’m sick of it.
I’m sick of filling in your gaps
Sick of being your insurance against
the isolation of your self-imposed limitations
Sick of being the crazy at your holiday dinners
Sick of being the odd one at your Sunday Brunches
Sick of being the sole Black friend to 34 individual white people
Find another connection to the rest of the world
Find something else to make you legitimate
Find some other way to be political and hip
I will not be the bridge to your womanhood
Your manhood
Your humanness
I’m sick of reminding you not to
Close off too tight for too long
I’m sick of mediating with your worst self
On behalf of your better selves
I am sick
Of having to remind you
To breathe
Before you suffocate
Your own fool self
Forget it
Stretch or drown
Evolve or die
The bridge I must be
Is the bridge to my own power
I must translate
My own fears
Mediate
My own weaknesses
I must be the bridge to nowhere
But my true self
And then
I will be useful

thebewilderness replied:
You do! You do have a blog!
Lovely picture, excellent poem. Thanks.
March 13, 2009 at 3:15 pm. Permalink.
pisaquaririse replied:
omgaah LOVE that poem.
I have a blog too, oh yeah.
March 13, 2009 at 4:26 pm. Permalink.
witchywoo replied:
Wow.
That’s fabulous.
March 13, 2009 at 9:24 pm. Permalink.
bonobobabe replied:
Like the Phoenix rising from the ashes, mAndrea puts up another blog post.
March 14, 2009 at 8:25 am. Permalink.
stormy replied:
Yes, you do have a blog. Now have at it!
March 29, 2009 at 12:20 pm. Permalink.
polly styrene replied:
yup amazing.
April 10, 2009 at 8:56 am. Permalink.
Mary Sunshine replied:
The return of Feminazi!
Now the days are filled with sunlight, and eclipse the night.
April 12, 2009 at 9:15 am. Permalink.
Maggie replied:
Hello, mAndrea.
Thank you for this poem, and the picture.
I can truly relate to that verse:
The bridge I must be
Is the bridge to my own power
I must translate
My own fears
Mediate
My own weaknesses
Great choice of prose.
April 20, 2009 at 7:13 pm. Permalink.
D. K. Rushin replied:
Thanks so much for the shout-out.
Beautiful photo.
Peace & Poetry
DKR
September 22, 2009 at 10:14 pm. Permalink.
m Andrea replied:
Oh gosh where is my head? I forgot to thank YOU, D.K. Rushin! That is an extraordinarily powerful poem.
October 31, 2009 at 5:38 pm. Permalink.